Some Thoughts... Happen in everyones life!!

The silent and the lovely streets.. the ones have been your friend for ages now!! Feeling the touch of the lovely rain and listening to friendly cool breeze you walk.. hands in your pockets.. u look down at the concrete.. and then smile at the stars.. searching your inner self you count your steps. You walk thinking.. unaware of the surrounding.. you walk, talking to your self!! You travel in time.. you go back some years.. then come back to present.. you fly to the future and then look back to your present again!!!

You go back to your school.. you smile upon the sight of a friend.. a friend who meant a lot to you then and who means a lot more now!! You relive her smile, her eyes.. Just then when u realize that u r somewhat in love with her, your life changes.. You step into college.. You panickingly look around.. here and there.. but you cant find her beside you. And when u find her sometime later, u see that she has left you alone.. all alone! No Reason.. As if u didn't deserved any! You shout.. you scream.. you try to get things to normal.. you loose your sleep.. You ask for your answer!! No Success.. You take a corner.. You Cry!!!

You need someone.. God heard it!! He sends you an angel.. to comfort you.. to make you happy.. to make you feel loved and cared!! You become best buddies.. the closest ones. You can hear her heart beats.. you can even hear her breathe.. lost in your thought sometime u think.. what if she becomes the girl of your life!! You smile.. as if its impossible!! IMPOSSIBLE?? Well becuase you are confident enough.. confident that you cant fall for anyone else anymore.. you cant stop thinking about the girl who came into your life!! You didn't give this new friend of yours enough space, to reach to the place in your heart where u still had someone who didn't deserve that place!!

But alas.. One day you find.. This new friend of yours finally fell for you.. She is in love with you.. You get confused.. You like her a lot.. after all she your best pal.. she had been there when u needed some one.. You discuss a little with her.. You say YES!! Your budding love starts taking shape.. the lines like "emi ledu netho matladalani anipinchindi.. anduke call chesa" created such a melodious magic that you kept falling deeper for her!! And then.. you didnt know.. when you actually fell for her.. your LIKE got changed to LOVE.. but you dont know when!! You proved yourself wrong.. finally you did fall for someone!!

So you begin seeing your life with her.. and then a realization strikes!! You are not able to see yourself with her later in life.. Nothing is in your favour.. NOTHING!! Not even the omens as she says!! You talk to her.. And she says Cos of the fear of future I am not ruining my present.. i am not letting you go so easily!! oh my god.. Your inner self tells you.. she is doing it again!! She is making you fall for her again.. fall deeper.. You realize how worried she is about you.. You can hear her shivering voice if you couldn't take her call even once!! You can see the pain she suffers when u are hurt.. ohhh.. she loves you so so much.. and now you feel you cant loose her!!

But you feel pathetic inside.. You feel guilty of hurting someone.. You feel as if you are playing with her feelings.. You put yourself in her shoes and then think again.. oh god.. its going to hurt her a lot when I leave her.. how will she live with so much pain.. damn!! what am I doing.. you say it to yourself.. NO.. NO NO NO.. I cannot kill my life.. i cant give her this pain..

A shrilling car horn shreds your ear drum into bits.. You look around.. unable to open ur eyes.. head lights flashing straight on ur face.. u realize.. u r in the middle of the street!! You smile.. say sorry.. curse the driver in ur whispers.. and hurry back home!! Straight to the bedroom.. lights off.. you take a corner.. your cell.. and you try and talk to her.. you try being practical.. you try to make her understand.. well.. but you think she is taking you wrong!! She asks you about your pain.. she says Wont you feel hurt.. You are just unable to make her understand!! You tell yourself.. look she is so hurt now.. what would have happened later!! Finally you tell her we stay friends.. but you should know.. no body can take ur place.. Ill love u 4ever.. sending message.. message sent.. delivered to $@#.. U wait for a reply.. 5 minutes and no reply.. You call her.. she cancels the call.. You call her again.. SHOCKED.. oh my god.. she switched off her cell.. Why?? What?? When and How?? Everything comes to your mind

You lie down.. hug your pillow.. stare up in the dark.. You start thinking WHY DOES IT HAPPENS TO ME.